Diary
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Ahmed Seif Hashed My mother’s marriage before my existence Before my existence, my “mother” had married twice before my father..…
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10 February، 2022
(2) “A fairy” adores my father!!.. Ahmed Seif Hashed
(2) “A fairy” adores my father!! Ahmed Seif Hashed When I was young – I don’t remember what age – maybe six or less or a little more than that, I was afraid, and lived in the horror of the jinn and darkness… I hear my mother talking about the…
4 February، 2022
Ghosts between reality and illusion (1) An old woman in the mirror.. Try it.. Ahmed Seif Hashed
Tenth series Ghosts between reality and illusion Ahmed Seif Hashed (1) An old woman in the mirror Try it As soon as I was about five or six years old, my mother used to warn me, and even suppress me sometimes to prevent me from staying too long in front…
4 February، 2022
(7) Reasons for my shyness and fear.. Ahmed Seif Hashed
(7) Reasons for my shyness and fear Ahmed Seif Hashed We grew up in a reality filled with fear, dread and panic..a harsh life that has no kindness or leniency..a distorted childhood that sprouted in broken mirrors; So we seemed more terrified and terrified… oppressed at home and school, and…
2 February، 2022
(6) Between my fear and my madness..!! Ahmed Seif Hashed
(6) My fear and my madness..!! Ahmed Seif Hashed Between my fear and my madness is a journey of heavy injustice, continuous torment, and resistance that rejects despair and brokenness.. Between this and that is rejection and resistance that does not give in or calm down and does not succumb…
2 February، 2022
(5) Between my fear and the intensity of my sense of injustice!.. Ahmed Seif Hashed
Between my phobia and the intensity of my sense of injustice! In one of my meetings with voters during the election campaign, as soon as I ran for membership of the House of Representatives in 2003, I was talking to them, and I suddenly stopped talking for more than five…
1 February، 2022
(4) My phobia while I read a statement of rejection and opposition.. Ahmed Seif Hashed
(4) remnants of phobia Ahmed Seif Hashed I feel confused and ashamed..I watch my voice, and its tone is disturbed and its context is disturbed..I feel that the inhabitants of the earth are watching my trembling and stammering voice, while my breaths race against each other as if they are…
1 February، 2022
(3) The meeting of hunger and ashamed.. Ahmed Seif Hashed
We used to live in hunger in our days, harmonize our destiny, and we could snatch life out of the claws of death by starvation. Today, a people die every day, and all filth, mafias and waste have joined forces against it.. Death is absurd and lavish in a world…
30 January، 2022
(2) Pee and prayer..a phobia similar to suicide.. Ahmed Seif Hashed
(2) Pee and prayer..a phobia similar to suicide Ahmed Seif Hashed Rhabi would silence my voice, slay it, and lay dust on it.. rip it and scatter it until it vanishes like jelly.. choke it with an iron fist before it climbed into my mouth.. swallowing my tongue from its…